in my last post, i said that i wanted to a fashion blogger or fashion related jobs. But now ? At least this week i wanted to be a professional tennis player like federer or djokovic because of the us open phenomena. This is the thing that i scared most about 'me' . Lest than a month or two months ago i wanted to be the next genius doctor who apparently can save anyone , just because i watched Grey's Anatomy. Do you see my dilemma here ? I want to be anything that related to what i'm watching at that point. What if someday i watch some movie about a homeless man who murder a woman because he wants money ? Or about a guy who doesn't like french song ? Am i suddenly going to want to be that guy ? Hell to the NO ! I always say to myself every time someone asked me about what i wanted to be in the future, that i will maintain my answer and do everything to achieve that. Well, that is one big shit. Hmm, well not exactly, i always wanted to be a singer, but anyone who knows me will say to me 'In your dream, boy!' because, even though i'm still not sure about it, my voice is terrible. Maybe even more terrible then the person who simon cowell mocked in American Idol.
That's it for now. Finger cross i will be better. Well not better, just less 'me' :D
Au Revoir, XOXO
Back to the problem. Until this point, i want to 'delete' that habit of me. But no, i can't. Even i have a problem like that with people. One day i like this person, i can talk to him/her for hours. Then the next day i can really hate that person that every words
that come out of him/her mouth, i will be very annoyed because of it. Oh yeah, my other 'problem' is that i always judge people from their appearance first, then behavior, habit, then i can try to be a 'nice' friend. So, if you want to be my friend, just dressed with panache and i'll certainly be attracted to you like negative oxygen attract sodium cation in water.
that come out of him/her mouth, i will be very annoyed because of it. Oh yeah, my other 'problem' is that i always judge people from their appearance first, then behavior, habit, then i can try to be a 'nice' friend. So, if you want to be my friend, just dressed with panache and i'll certainly be attracted to you like negative oxygen attract sodium cation in water.
I know by now you must be think of me negatively. Well it's not like i can blame you, can i ? :) if you have the solution for my problem, let know. Although the chances are small for me to even try to read your solution, at least i know someone is reading my weird blog :)
That's it for now. Finger cross i will be better. Well not better, just less 'me' :D
Au Revoir, XOXO
hi Weird Boga Moga. i've been secretly reading your super awesome weird blog. you know, i give my salutes to you! you dare to be different, and your english is quite great!
BalasHapusP.S. don't forget to attend our club meeting :)